LOVESICK

Feeling like I am the only one who knows what I’m going through

Rather, me and God

I have need for a bright light to pierce my chest and shatter the lies

I have need for a calming wind to blow away the chaotic static in my mind

I have need for the accusatory statements to be turned into streams of love and life

God, you are with me

I mess up sometimes and I don’t do right

My motivation dwindles as I tie my purpose to my past

I feel led to continue the pattern of living underneath what you have called me to be.

Please guide me to streams that only you can give

Lead me to a place where I am satisfied and blinded by your love

Cover my wounds with your balm and anointing oil

Heal my mind oh Lord, for it is wounded and wicked

Heal my heart Lord, it is frail and wanting

As you have longed for me, I have longed for you